lyrical fitness

i'm not that gloomy glum girl i was a few weeks ago. i'm not the miserable person i was like, a few days ago. i'm getting better; day by day it gets easier. i'm still furious, but... it's just part of the situation. i'm being intentionslly cryptic, and i apologize for this excursion into my head. but if you who read this haven't figured it out, lyrical fitness posts are songs that reflect my mood, summarize my feelings, what have you. this song is certainly no exception. it's pretty fucking fitting for my ish. lmao

xoxoffh


on lonely nights i start to fade-- her love a thousand miles away. memories made in the coldest winter.
goodbye my friend; will i ever love again?
memories made in the coldest winter
it's 4am and i can't sleep-- her love is all i can see. memories made in the coldest winter.
goodbye my friend; will i ever love again?
memories made in the coldest winter. winter, winter.
goodbye my friend; will i ever love again? goodbye my friend; will i ever love again? goodbye my friend; will i ever love again? goodbye my friend; will i ever love again?
if spring can take the snow, can it melt away all of our mistakes?
memories made in the coldest winter
goodbye my friend; i won't ever love again.
never Again

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house keeping + odds & sods pt 3

have i mentioned lately how much i suck? i suck a lot. like, enough that you could probably say i suck balls. huge ones. i could probably suck start a harley.
i could suck a golf ball through a garden hose, private snowball.
no. i can't.
shawty got a good jaw, but it work too much.

i talk too much, in other words. but the words are useless when i'm continually failing at what i'm supposed to be doing. i am the worst dead-beat type father. i forgot your birthdays. for the last 4 years. and when i did remember, i sent you a cheque for $6 and told you not to blow it all on candy, despite the fact you're now 19.

forgive me?

after the jump, more things that i've neglected to do over the last couple of months because i am a horrible human. and forgetful. and busy with fucking bettering myself at school. fuck.

-- xoxoffh

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dunkirk

i'm studying for my wwii final. and by studying, i mean making a playlist to burn my friend a cd. she only listens to the music i give her, and i haven't given her a new cd since this fall. so needless to say, she's outdated.
so here, i've done us all a favor. i need to write this shit down (i know it's in my itunes playlist, but sometimes i accidentally hit delete or the shuffle button, and then when i try to fix it, it just doesn't sound right.
anyhow, after the jump, you'll find the playlist. i'm quite proud of this one. if you were listening to it on a burned cd, it would flow ohhh so well. seriously proud.  i've included the album titles (for once) so if you're so inclined, you'll know where to find it if you already don't.

i should seriously be studying.

fucking enjoy it, bitches.


xoxoxffh

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lyrical fitness

a warning sign. i missed th good part then i realized i started looking and the bubble burst. i was looking for excuses. come on in, i've got to tell you what a state i'm in. i've got to tell you in my loudest tones that i started looking for a warning sign.
when the truth is i miss you.
yeah, the truth is that i miss you so.
a warning sign. you came back to haunt me and i realized that you were an island and i passed you by. you were an island to discover.
come on in, i've got to tell you what a state i'm in. i've got to tell you in my loudest tones that i started looking for a warning sign.
when the truth is i miss you.
yeah, the truth is that i miss you so.
and i'm tired; i should not have let you go. no.
so i crawled back into your open arms. yes, i crawled back into your open arms.
and i crawled back into your opens arms. yes, i crawled back into your open arms.

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currents

still kind of uninspired, but it's getting better. slowly.
xoxo ffh

10. edge of desire - john mayer
9. way too cold - kanye west ft dj khaled
8. desparate youth - santogold
7. warning sign - coldplay
6. paddling out - miike snow
5. wildfire - sbtrkt ft little lion
4. bavarian #1 (say you will) - miike snow
3. daily mail - radiohead
2. truth - alexander
1. mercy - kanye west ft big sean, pusha t & 2chainz

'... okay lamborghini mercy, yo chick she so thirsty (swerve). i'm in that two seat lambo with your girl, she tryna jerk me (swerve). yeah, it's prime time, my top back, this pimp game, ho. i'm read leather, this cocaine, i'm rick james. i'm bill droppin, ms. pacman, this pill poppin' ass ho. i'm poppin too, these blue dolphins need two coffins. all she want is some heel money, all she need is some bill money. he take his time, he counts it out, weighs it up, that's real money. check the neck, check the wrist, them heads turnin' that's exorcist. my audemar like mardi gras, that's swiss time and that's excellence. two door preference, roof gone, george jefferson. that white frost on that pound cake so your duncane hines is irrelevant. lambo, murce-lago, she go whever i go, where ever we go, we do it pronto...'

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light up my life

i like coldplay. i don't care what you say. i like them-- i like the music they produce, i like how the music makes me feel. i like that i can just... listen. so when my friend asked me on monday if i wanted to go to the concert in town on wednesday i jumped for joy and sqealed like you were telling me that i got to lick robert pattinson on his junk (another, completely unrelated love and fantasy). so... i went.
and let me tell you that i will be forever thankful that the person who was supposed to go went to hawaii.

i love coldplay, have i mentioned this?

chris martin, i would gladly allow you to play me like that piano.

anyhow, after the jump you will find my dream set list, followed by the actual set list. they won't differ too much.

i'll try to figure out how to post some pictures... i'm fucking clueless about this sometimes.

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