lyrical fitness

you know what i haven't done in a long time? write anything in this godforsaken blog. does anyone even blog anymore? or have we moved past blogging into the realm of vlogging. i can't be bothered, and no one wants to see my ugly mug all the time. even i don't want to see it all the time, and it's mine.
it's paper writing time again. one day i'll graduate and i won't need to do this once, twice, 1000 times a semester. until then, you have this to look forward to occasionally. super randomly. if ever.

whatever, haterz.

xoxo
--ffh

' ahh i want to share your mouthful; i want to do all the things your lungs do so well. i'm gonna bed you like a cat beds into a beanbag. turn you inside out and lick you like a crisp packet. hey! you're the first and last of your kind (pull me like an animal out of a hole). i wanna be every lever you pull, and all showers that shower you. gonna paw, paw at you like a cat paws at my woolen jumper. be your minpin, and borrower of handsome trivia. hey! ooh, devour me. ahh, lou lou, let the cover girls sing, hey! all hand claps, you will clap (let me be the wallpaper that papers up your room). i want to be every button you press and all mouths that surround you. yes, i'm gonna roll around you like a cat rolls around saw-dusted patios. i'm gonna kiss you like the sun browns you. hey! oh, oh, oh, oh, devour me. oh, oh, oh, oh, if you really think you can stomach me. hey! i want every other freckle.'

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i'm bored of writing this paper, and it's snowing and i am experiencing the worst backache i have ever had.
so in short, everything is wrong and i like this song.

enjoy.

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currents

it's paper time. i neglected the blog the last paper because it legit stressed me out. kids, never be history majors, it seriously sucks balls.

anyhow... the playlist that i'm writing instead of writing a paper for a class i enjoy.

double the length because fuck i'm procrastinating.

-- ffh

20. bone digger - bear hands
19. none shall pass - aesop rock
18. daughters - we were evergreen
17. got to my head - waters
16. say you'll be there - MØ
15. state of war - esoteric ft celph titled
14. all i want - stonefox
13. young hearts - strange talk
12. farewell transmission - my morning jacket
11. stranger in moscow (MJ cover)- tame impala
10. easy (switch screens) - son lux & lorde
9. down - the kooks
8. bullet - kill j
7. fever - the black keys
6. hero - frank ocean ft mick jones, paul simonon & diplo
5. drunk in love - beyoncé
4. bloodlines - mimicking birds
3. take me to church - hozier
2. afraid (4e remix) - the neighborhood
1. erdbeer mund - franz ferdinand

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i just watched 'girls' and i've found chesus

as the title explains, i just watched an episode (okay, 5 episodes) of HBO's 'Girls' and i think i've found chesus.

and this song has now been on repeat for the last 20 minutes. i'm writing an essay so i need background music to drown out the sound of my mother yelling at my grandmother. long story.

anyways, enjoy!

'i make the same mistakes. feels like i never learn. always give way too much for little in return.
i haven't changed a bit, i'm still not over it.
i make the same mistakes, i make the same mistakes.
i never did grow up feels like i never will. my friends are all adults, i'm still a teenage girl.
i haven't change a bit, i'm still not over it.
i make the same mistakes, i make the same mistakes.
my friends are all a drag they think i'm such a flake. they want to go to bed, i want to stay up late. walking the streets alone, thinking of you 'til dawn.
i make the same mistakes, i make the same mistakes...'

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currents

10. what now - rihanna
9. swimming pools (drank) [extended version] - kendrick lamar
8. the a team - ed sheeran
7. more than normal - alan wilkis
6. bust - robby hunter band
5. clash - caravan palace
4. she wants to know - half moon run
3. this is how we walk on the moon - geographer
2. the woodpile - frightened rabbit
1. yin yang - USS (ubiquitous synergy system)

'... i got infinite ammunition coming out the yin yang. i got limitless stealth positions, extract the champion. all i, all i, all i really, really, really wanna say is junga-lunga-lay. all i, all i, all i really, really, really wanna do is post up next to you. all trampoline, no submarine. all i, all i, all i, really, really, really wanna do is bounce around with you...'

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lyrical fitness

i'm a bad person blah blah blah i forget blah blah blah i'm busy blah blah blah. you've heard it. i'm a flake and with a demanding cuddling schedule to adhere to with mrffh, well, i can't be held responsible for what doesn't get done.
anyways, my love affair with frightened rabbit will never go away, despite mrffh and his wubwubwub noises. i hates them, i do.

god i need a life outside of batman arkham origins and school. ridic.

-- xoxoffh

' far from the electric floor, removed from the red meat market, i look for a fire door; an escape from the drums and barking. bereft of all social charms, struck dumb by the hand of fear i fall into the corner's arms the same way that i've done for years.
i'm trapped in a collapsing building.
come find me now where i hide and we'll speak in our secret tongues.
so will you come back to my corner? spent too long alone tonight. would you come and brighten my corner? a lit torch to the woodpile (aye).
dead wood waits to ignite, there's no spark on a dampened floor. a snapped limb in an unlit pyre-- won't you come and break down this door?
i'm trapped in an abandoned building.
come find me now where i hide out, we'll speak in our secret tongues.
so will you come back to my corner, spent too long alone tonight. would you come and brighten my corner? a lit torch to the woodpile (aye).
come find me now, where i hide and, we'll speak in our secret tongues...'

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