i'm done with my whiny white girl stuff. i promise. for two weeks at least. then... well........ we will see. i'm intrigued to hear what everyone has to say. 'oh no, it's completely not what you think at all. i just took this girl, who is now single and hits on me all the time to france to drop off a laptop to my grandfather'. this is what i will get. perhaps i was right to have written them both off?
ugh. it seeps into my every day. i need a hobby. i'm going to take up quantum physics. i need to get my mind focused on something else.
anyways, here's a new, fresh top ten listens for today. i've had to listen to the radio a lot because... my ipod is like one long memory lane filled with sad reminders.
SHUT UP. OH MY GOD I NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP.
registering for school. right fucking now. something. anything to occupy my mind.
just a heads up, i'm totally ashamed of numbers 10, 7, and 3. but i can't help it....
xoxoxoxo ffh
10. what makes you beautiful - one direction
9. fall to pieces - patsy cline
8. lie4 - danny brown
7. stronger (what doesn't kill you) - kelly clarkson
6. somebody that i used to know - gotye
5. bulletproof (i hurt you) - the contrakids
4. learnalillivinganlovin - gotye
3. boyfriend - justin beiber
2. little talks - oh monsters and men
1. whirring - the joy formidable
'this much delight fills columns to new heights. all these things about me you never can tell. colours run prime, paint a picture so bright. all these things about me you never can tell. you make me sleep so badly invisible friend. turn the dial on my words i can feel they fall short. turn the dial, chime alarm, chime alarm. watch these hands move apart; turn the dial on my words. i can see you staying there. fierce steps shadow, live's will gone shallow. all these things about me you never can tell...'
