lyrical fitness

lover, will you look at me now? i'm already dead to you, but i'm inclined to explain to you what i could not before.
whatever you didn't do, what you couldn't say i am sorry that the worst has arrived, for i deserve more for at least i deserve the respect of a kiss goodbye.
tell me, do you think of me now, as i think of you? for i could not have shaken the touch of your breath on my arm for it has stayed with me as an epitet.
i am sorry the worst has arrived, for i'm on the floor in the room where we made it our last touch of the night.
i walked, cause you walked but i won't get very far. sensation to what you said, but i'm not about to expect something more.
i would not have run off but i couldn't bear that it's me-- it's my fault. i should not be so lost but i've got nothing left to love.
love, will you look from me now. i'm already dead but i've come to explain why i left such a mess on the floor. for when you went away i went crazy. i was wild with the breast of a dog.
i ran through the night with the knife in my chest with the lust of your loveless life.
i walked, cause you walked but i probably won't get very far. sensation to what you said but i'm not about to expect something more.
i would not have run off but i couldn't bear that it's me-- it's my fault. i should not be so lost but i've got nothing left to love.
i walked, cause you walked.