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i'm avoiding doing what i should be doing, which is finishing grading these art history assignments (oh hey, i grade college courses when i'm not doing everything else that i do. fun, huh?) so where else* would i spend lots of time but here putting my curated playlists on the internet for me to look back on later? 

*typically, i scroll reddit but... it's a steaming shit pile right now and i'm just upset about a lot of things so i'm taking a well deserved social media break. them therapists call it a dopamine reset and i think everyone, not just me, is in desperate need of one)*

it's still snowing because if there was one thing this year brings me, it's continual soul crushing disappointment so i guess in that vein things are on brand. i also missed out on the second presidential debate, which in retrospect, might have been a good thing. i'm already feeling a lot of things about everything that's going on and i don't necessarily need to add to the deep chasm of sadness i feel whenever i think about my southern neighbors. so i don't have any cool quips or hot takes this week, but i'm sure i'll have lots to say/think in the coming days. 

anyhow. a playlist for a 32yr old, sort of nihilist. 

xoxo
-- ffh

10. eazy - tynn dolla ft eazy mac & kayoss
9. take my hand - zero 7 ft lou stone
8. vega - action bronson
7. our song - rainbow kitten surprise
6. clown shoes - blake rules, ryan zee
5. self care - tank and the bangas ft jaime woods, orleans big, anjelika 'jelly' joseph
4. monet - alligatoah ft sido
3. lonely - justin bieber & benny blanco
2. who's gonna stop me - portugal. the man ft. weird al
1. space ghost coast to coast - glass animals


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currents

 2020, you ugly bitch. 

if it isn't america being truly despicable (i would put in links here but the evidence that they're just the woorst is pretty self explanatory-- just turn on any news channel you want and see examples a through to greek letters because wtf even is this year?????), or it's canadians doing excellent impressions of being shitty americans, or the fact that it snowed in the middle of october and keeps fucking snowing (ohh how i hate snow), i am 110% done with this year and we've still got 74 fucking days to survive. 

it's times like this where i actually kind of miss lockdown where people weren't allowed to leave their fucking houses where the chances that they could be horrible pieces of human shit were greatly reduced. but here we are. 

i'm just... sad... at how things seem to keep getting worse. have things always been this shitty, or am i just more aware? is the new cycle really just relentlessly pounding us with this to highlight just how terrible things got while we were too busy being busy? 

i don't really want the answers to these questions, since i just want to keep my stick on the ice. 

anyways, music for the ponderings of a 32yr old nihilist. 

xoxo

-- ffh

10. pizza alley - aesop rock
9. in your likeness - woodkid
8. who's going to stop me portugal. the man ft weird al yankovic
7. walking in the snow - run the jewels
6. death parade - open mike eagle
5. can't put it in the hands of fate - stevie wonder ft rhapsody, cordae, chicka & busta rhymes
4. freedom '90 - george michael
3. who's it gonna be - the gregory brothers ft weird al yankovic
2. dirty - grandson.
1. 6s to 9s - big wild ft rationale


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